I hope...
that I can always feel this close to my sweetheart Ben. I was laying in his arms at Anniversary Inn in Logan Sunday night and felt so overcome with emotion that I couldn't stop crying. I don't think it was the Amazon rain forest room that did it, although it was so nice and relaxing. I love to be with Ben and remember who I married and why I married him. He is my soul mate and I love him with all my heart. So why couldn't I stop crying? I was pouring my heart out to him. After watching movies, eating Chinese food, and cheesecake and soaking in the hot tub we gave each other massages on the massage table in the room. It was a fun way to spend the night and I know he was exhausted I just wish that he would talk to me. What am I doing that makes it so hard? After we checked out on Monday we went to lunch at the Bluebird Cafe and sat at the counter and shared a chocolate shake. We talked about buying the place and renovating it to look like it did in the 1930's. Ben kept looking over at the waiter and asked him for directions to the bathroom. Since when does he ask for directions anywhere? And the sign was right above him. Weird. Ben is so much fun to be with and he loves to dream, still sometimes I can't figure him out. The drive home was really pretty as it had just snowed all night.
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